Wednesday, October 27, 2010

I'm not so me

Huff.it's now 11.30.
.noon.
Heading to school in half an hour i guess.
Staring at this book.
A stuff that must be burnt i think,things like these make me suffer while others r trying to pursue their dreams.
Okay.stop complaining.
Have to do another research and go for it.
Pray for me,Guys! 
Do me a favor.
Please find place which provides EO management major please? =(
Dying! *aaargggghhh!*

havent finish my letters yet.
I wrote a letter to __ . But i really forget what i wrote. Gonna have to read it again.
So damn fool . =.="

C

Monday, October 25, 2010

I'll Miss You

Hai,B~ =3
Again n again so sorry that u v to b a victim of a -not so lifeless- person like me,not updating her life,even its also exciting sumtime..
I read someone's blog this morning.About college n bla bla bla.I decided to write again after that. I kinda emo these days,B.dunno why.I should tell you how's life these couple of weeks.Full of stupid things like logo,dances,choreo,headache and last but not least,it's all about friends. One of them's not willing to talk to me for almost 2 weeks you know,well,1 week 2-3 days. I know its not that BIG problem, but somehow i hv that strange feeling if i stop talking to one of them.A part of my life is missing for whole week.hhh. 
He started talking to me again yesterday,really TALKING i mean,not only calling my name for about 2 seconds n then =X *silent mode comes* I dunno what should i do after that,it's kinda weird to face him after that. The funniest part was when i yelled a person next to me,it appears that the one i yelled to was him.Argggh~ I really regret it that time,hhhh,the first thing popped out in my mind was 
"Shit,he'll absolutely stop talking to me again for the next 1 week!"

I hope that he wont talking to me only for the sake of my class.Only for dance n choreo.

Now,move to K.
I was kinda shock.Not 'kinda',just erase it. 
I'm shocked (coz still shock) when i knew that K plans to hv his major @Sydney. I never imagine that far.Well,for him. =P
When i think n think n think think think think.This one really wakes me up that i ve a really limited time to spare with all my friends,and it also tells me that i hv REALLY LIMITED TIME to choose my major. GEEEJUZZZ~~~ pweaseieeeeeee~~~ T^T Help meh!

I wrote the letter for him starts from yesterday nite.Wondering how will i face my day without K and others. Really hope that it'll go smooth,nothing hard. *huff.

Last for today before i take my bath n go to BeeS, a message for K,tell him if you read this blog. Or if you read this,K,this is a message for you,maybe i will write it in our letter,but mybe not oso. =P

"Dear,K.thankiu for being my friend.Hhhhhh. I should say that i'll miss the freak u,the -i dun know but well i'll try- u,the way you want to entertain people as long as they'll be happy,the way you accompany ur friends although u r not that GOOD in the things you do. Maybe i know you for only 2-3 years,but i 'm willing to know you more.If u really go for ur major @Sydney,dun forget me (classic) Maybe u'll forget,just dun ever act like u never know me. Last one.Remember.Just be you. I'll be grateful if you done this one in ur life. =3  I'll miss you SURE! =D "

Okay.time to shut down the lappie. It's 9:30 know and they will sure wait for me @Bees...

Love you all.
The sky's so emo this morning.Will my heart too? XD
-Change my name-
C~