Just Once

Nite,B~

I've been through a very hard day today. Damn tired, I wonder how's my friends who work at school till an hour ago .
T T

Sorry I cant help you much......=(

We will finally have our Logo Ceremony tomorrow~ Please let He bless us so that our performances' smooth n nothing's wrong,B...

Let me have a fun day tomorow, with all of my friends.
Don't let me regret a day without him or them,B....
I want all of them in my bestie memories~

It's only once in my lifetime... X((((

Let me be a strong one tomorrow! X((

I'll Miss You

Hai,B~ =3

Again n again so sorry that u v to b a victim of a -not so lifeless- person like me,not updating her life,even its also exciting sumtime..

I read someone's blog this morning.About college n bla bla bla.I decided to write again after that. I kinda emo these days,B.dunno why.I should tell you how's life these couple of weeks.Full of stupid things like logo,dances,choreo,headache and last but not least,it's all about friends. One of them's not willing to talk to me for almost 2 weeks you know,well,1 week 2-3 days. I know its not that BIG problem, but somehow i hv that strange feeling if i stop talking to one of them.A part of my life is missing for whole week.hhh. 

He started talking to me again yesterday,really TALKING i mean,not only calling my name for about 2 seconds n then =X *silent mode comes* I dunno what should i do after that,it's kinda weird to face him after that. The funniest part was when i yelled a person next to me,it appears that the one i yelled to was him.Argggh~ I really regret it that time,hhhh,the first thing popped out in my mind was 

"Shit,he'll absolutely stop talking to me again for the next 1 week!"

I hope that he wont talking to me only for the sake of my class.Only for dance n choreo.

Now,move to K.

I was kinda shock.Not 'kinda',just erase it. 

I'm shocked (coz still shock) when i knew that K plans to hv his major @Sydney. I never imagine that far.Well,for him. =P

When i think n think n think think think think.This one really wakes me up that i ve a really limited time to spare with all my friends,and it also tells me that i hv REALLY LIMITED TIME to choose my major. GEEEJUZZZ~~~ pweaseieeeeeee~~~ T^T Help meh!

I wrote the letter for him starts from yesterday nite.Wondering how will i face my day without K and others. Really hope that it'll go smooth,nothing hard. *huff.

Last for today before i take my bath n go to BeeS, a message for K,tell him if you read this blog. Or if you read this,K,this is a message for you,maybe i will write it in our letter,but mybe not oso. =P

"Dear,K.thankiu for being my friend.Hhhhhh. I should say that i'll miss the freak u,the -i dun know but well i'll try- u,the way you want to entertain people as long as they'll be happy,the way you accompany ur friends although u r not that GOOD in the things you do. Maybe i know you for only 2-3 years,but i 'm willing to know you more.If u really go for ur major @Sydney,dun forget me (classic) Maybe u'll forget,just dun ever act like u never know me. Last one.Remember.Just be you. I'll be grateful if you done this one in ur life. =3  I'll miss you SURE! =D "

Okay.time to shut down the lappie. It's 9:30 know and they will sure wait for me @Bees...

Love you all.

The sky's so emo this morning.Will my heart too? XD

-Change my name-

C~

Getting excited

Aooo,B!

=D

Time passes too fast am i right?

            Tonight i decide to post some photos 'bout my class' journey.to Tjong A Fie's house,Balai kota and many more.Feel so bad that i cant join my lastceremony @school TTTT____TTTT but i had superb rainy day last 17th August.kekekekeke... We introduced Medan lao ia places to Kuan Yu,it's our way to call the Taiwanese girl who i tell you last post.

            You know what? I get so excited to post something on my blog when i know 'Hey,i have a reader at least' wkwkwkwk. Hey,you all readers,enjoy my blog because there are some BEAUTIFUL VIEW of Medan after this.=P

Btw,i made a new blog/website from www.weebly.com ,but i think i have to redecorate it.

>>>> mine : alovetokill.weebly.com =]

maybe i'll post thing through there now,sorry,B~ =/

but i feel it's better there.=3

So here they are.some photos. =]

Wenny.Frendy.Kuan Yu ! XDD

Toti's seventeen,guys!

The hatefullllll bio's assignment things! X'(

Dua lelaki. Satu single satu tak single.Di pili di pili!

The Heritage!

Tjong A Fie's

F4 kah? kurasa tidak. XDD

Bunch of Keong Racun here! wkwkwkwkwkwk!!!!

photos taken by The Clarence. (bangganyahhhh~ lol)

Hello B !

Hey,B.

Nights have been passed without you.. I'm here typing infront my compi to say gudnight to you actually.hehehe. Please forgive me for not telling you my daily story~ =P

Tomorrow will be the day for 3 of my friends to go to Jogja, B. Please help me to send my best wishes for them to Daddy God.=] May He brings healthy bodies, fresh n calm mind, and enjoyable time for them there. Please make sure that they will arrived safely and Daddy God,please protect them from danger...*amen* xixi

B, some of my friends are just too stupid to be boys. Poor them. When will be the time for them too open their eyes widely? See through lots of things in this world, not only sticking their eyes with UHU into one person, moreover to those mortals who don't even know how to appreciate others, acting like they do but actually they failed.

Oh yes,i almost forget to tell you a news about the HOT couple in my class.They break up already...but that boy is just too silly,maybe insane is the most suitable adjective to describe him. Acting like a coward with thick skin like hippos'.ckckck. I'm very sorry for the ICE girl, she is just too innocent,umm, stupid is more outspoken and that's the fact =P *please forgive me for my words*

B,it's time for me to get my butt off the seat,i'm going to have sweetdream now.Wondering who will be in it...hehehe.

Nite,B.

Send my best wishes to all of my friends out there and to those who are having their burfday today...=]

Ms.P !

I hate a relatonship.Because when it started,i knew my heart will regret it the most.

Hey,B...
sorry for not telling you my stories these days.But hey,i'm here now =3
I'm  really happy for today,although i feel bad for my friends who didnt win the matches at school~
fight for next year guys!!!!!!!!!!!

I went out with the girls today, but my heart's at school. For him, her, them and my class...=]
I heart them really,till my heart hurted if it has to be teared apart from them.As you know,B,I'll be finishing my study at Meth-3 soon,not soon,it's next year,next year is just like a blink of eyes....*_*"
I realised it in the first day of new year that I'll be missing my friends like shit. It'll hurt my heart to the core...like 1~2 years ago,when i was forced to leave my friends,it made me sick those days.I remember it clearly.I cried till I dream. Mybe It'll be "I cry till I passed out" for next one.hahaha.

That's why I hate a relationship,when it meets its end,it hurts us the most.
It's too late, if i could, i wanted to change the way i met them.The way i like them,the way i heart them,the way i spent my time and days with them, the way i shared our stories, laughter, sadness.......Yet the one  I regret most that i cant tell myself in the past to better appreciate my life and time with them, i want to tell myself in past to knew them earlier,to better care for them, to become a better person as their friends, sisters, brothers and a place for them to lean...

For them,i cant help myself to lose them..

A....W,Gigi,Gracie and I

Love YOU full~