It's not you.

30 minutes feels like tearing _ again n again,B.

Is it my fault to do something like this?

Please tell _ it's not _ fault.It's just me....

Please dont let _ hurt _self again n again.

It's hard to see every single words _ said.

It's pain.

I'm still me,it's only a different package.

It's not like it doesn't hurt me at all.

FIY,B,I'm still a mortal too.

I know what's pain.what's hurt.

It's hard

It's not funny,keep monitoring WMessenger's page just to see r u popping out on my friend online list or not.

It's not easy to keep thinking you you and you all day.

It's not easy keep seeing you wherever i keep my eyes focus at.

It's not easy for me every time you appear in my desktop with a little green symbol besides your PP.

It's not easy to look at you.

It's not easy to talk with you.

It's not easy to see you as the way i used to.

Please throw away this pinch.i hate it.

Just turn me back to normal.

T_T

C @the2nd day.

End it with a smile

Hai Hai Hai Hai

=)

days passed without typing for u,B~

I beg a pardon please...I'm so busy in preparing U-Know for Achua's bday XD

and those thrilling exams too.

Sucked my energy till it needs to be recharged!

I'm going to study my biology next...

 CU again,B!

     XOXO~   

I'm tired.I'm not going to end my life...But please,help me....

Guys,i'm damn tired..
I'm chatting now with my friends.......KO,KOng n Ms.Hayrie....
My room is killing me with it's AC ....I'm in North pole...


I'm tired.
Guessing my friends mind is driving me crazy...
Guessing my future makes me wanna pass out,u knw...
I'm tired...
I'm waiting for holidays,hope it'll cure my boring days...but it seems like it's not working.....
I dunno,what i'm searching?
Ya,u can call me a moron, i'm this old, keep talking bout what i gonna be sumday,but now i'm saying that i dont know what i'm searching in my life...........Stupid ar?


Man,i'm lying to my friend now.......err..i cant count it as a lie,but mybe not.
I'm just not telling it to my friends,even Angel...
It's sucks.When i'm going to tell them bout this thing?
A person inside me....
I cry a LOT because of this stupid thing.
I woke up at 5am n crying like a stupid lost little kid.Funny r?

I'm facing my 17th bday soon....but i miss sumting.I dunno what it is.....
Yes,i'm excited,but still,i dunno why i'm not happy inside.
I guess i really need sumone to become my holder now,a wide back for me to cry.......

I know i'm a strong girl and lots of people count on me....
But i want a person for me to count on.......i'm losing my path......
I need them,not only my friends and my family...


I really hope that one of them could be a nice person to asking me a little 'Hi' without i asked.


A little 'Hi' or 'How do you do' is more than enough..........


I hate Jakarta....
my head n heart forbid me to go there.......I hate that place.
I dont like him.I care about him.that woman too.....She is nice.....
But i hate the way he's solving our problem...

A little moron grown up.