Here I nag again

Hi! :)

How are y'all? So-so, okay, great? or bad, horrible?

I know some of you are not even in a good 'shape' these days. 2012 has been insane, right? I admit that too. Too many things happened to me that I can't even catch it up by writing all of them here. 

Pardon me for not writing much these days. I don't even know what did I do that I don't even bother to write when I was deadly bored in the office. Okay, at least I'm now sitting on my cubicle typing for you to read this evening. Tomorrow is my last day of internship :) Can't wait for my precious 1 week of holiday before next semester come -___- school sucks in certain point of view, man.

So.... what have I been missing out this couple of months? 

Anyone? I doubt that this blog still has its devoted readers anyway. hahaha. mostly talking to myself, aren't I? Comment in any of my post if you miss my writing,please. I check my blog everyday anyway.hihihi. It just that I'm so unsupported to write any exciting news in it. Live a lil more, my readers, comments and stuffs, so I'll find that fire to tell you some exciting stories.... you know. hehe.

Okay, then....what have been missed in my writing? Besides one of my friends get herself tied in a marriage in her bloody last months of teenage years (Why are you so passionate about being other's wife anyway? I can't understand it until now, and you don't even bother to tell me. wth. Now I think we need to call a meeting between "gossip girls" lol), I also found out that one of my friends' boyfriend has passed away.. Quite a shocking and terrible news, even though I never get to know him, and umm... one of my besties' crush has gotten into a relationship with another guy (okay, I don't know what to comment about this. I'm pretty blunt in my blog, i guess. I must say I'm both sad and happy about this. *nooffense*), one of my best buddies' family issue has gotten worse and so do my buddies way of thinking (I know you'll read this, please don't ever blame any situation or even yourself for what happened and what the future will be. Trust me, you'll crush yourself down way to the very bottom by doing that, my dear), newest one must be a break-up news from one of my favourite hometown-girl (I swear I'll bring you best chocolates i know if I met you soon). See, from all of this news.... I must say none of them makes me really feel happy. Excited? Yes, of course I do. For some of them I do feel excited. I mean...look, I'm not complaining because one of my friends is now a thai" though, but then.... she is now a thai" before 20, and wtf am I in my 21? #foreveralonewthi'm20yosinglelady #np-singlelady-beyonce Get what I mean? 

And I don't even succeeded with my 2012 resolution. Need to weight 55k by the end of this year, and I'm still stucked in this freakin 57s on December 27th 2012. Okay, maybe this is the only thing I really2 happy for myself. =__= even though it's not a huge success, losing more or less 20k in 4-5 months is something to be proud of, am I wrong? You don't have any idea how I miss hometown's cuisines. *sigh* suffered enough from the guilty feeling everytime I swallow nice food. You guys must go on your own diet, and please feel me. huks huks. >< okay, at least it worth the sacrifice. I now must say goodbye to my whole closets -_- those things worth some money looooooo (neverendingregrets) , at least I get 2 number smaller. Paid off I guess. What do you think? :\

Ugh, I want to watch Jack Reacher so bad and that Jacky Chan 12 signs of zodiac's movie toooooo. Weekend, everyone wait until I watched them please, then you can go and watch them. Don't make me jealous~ >< or else come and watch it with me!! :'(

Oh, I cooked some goodies for Christmas. Utterly satisfied! :) yum,tender,perfect texture and taste. hhihi. My lil sis ate a lot, I'm so happy every time she eats my creation scrumptiously. As most of you know, she's sooo soooo soooooo skinny that I can't help myself to think of ways to feed her lots of carbo and fats. This is one way of great and effective treatment for diet anyway, I can cook what I want to eat so badly (fats and carbo) but instead of feeding myself, I feed her. hhehehehe. Win-win solution :D Hmm, I've spent half of my day browsing and examining recipes for New Year's Eve Dinner, haven't find any exciting dish anyway. le sigh. 

Ugh, and I miss some of them. =3= but i guess they don't. They seems great, well feed and happy. huh. Most of the nights I spend by thinking of how stupid I am missing people who don't even bother about your existence. Please careless and stop doing this kind of stupid thinking and acts, myself. "Care your own business please", I keep repeating this over and over again in my head.

And oh! The Hunger Games' trilogy is goooooood! I mean GOOD! Really. I fall in love with those stories. Lots of things we can feel and find inside those books compared to the film. I hope Catching Fire won't disappoint me, since I've read all of them..

Anyway, if any of you curious about something, and maybe I can help you by telling a story of what I know in this blog, feel free to ask me. I have lost words to type these days. Nothing really get to my nerves to write, even my readers seem so dead to me.