Have you ever met this one person when....
dia ngga ngapa-ngapain sih, did nothing to you, like totally nothing, tapi tetep bikin kamu senyum?
dia ngga flirt, ngga juga ketemu kamu tiap hari, bahkan ga tiap minggu ataupun tiap bulan, dia tetap bikin kamu senyum?
dia ngga pernah ngasih kamu apa pun, totally none, tapi tetep bikin kamu satisfied, again. senyum?
dia mungkin ngga pernah menganggap kamu apa pun, maybe.... just another person in his/her life, still, kamu simply goes along with it? Smile.
Strangely, I met one.
Dia bukan seseorang yang selalu ada dimanapun atau kapanpun atau bagaimanapun di saat gue jenuh or whatsoever, dia bukan juga orang yang gue cari kalo gue perlu tempat buat curhat di siang bolong atau semalam suntuk, dia juga bukan orang yang sering ngobrol sama gue di waktu senggang, we practically never really talk if we were only both of us, 88% of the time we talk with people around, or I'll start to nag. Dia bukan seseorang yang selalu ada di dalam benak lu 24 hours (ofcourse, I spent 8 hours of them sleeping, another 6 for homeworks, 4 for maybe what to cook and eat. How can it be 24 hours? I know -,-) tapi interestingly lu bakal tetap tertarik sama orang itu juga just the moment you saw that person. just as simple as that. I don't know.
Simply, you get rid of that person, and it goes around comes around again and again.
Kadang gue mikir, aneh, it's weird, isn't it? No matter how I think of it, it's just strange enough to be called insane. Even my friends who I asked, said it's ridiculous. Or something must have hit me or God knows what.
Have you ever been through the time when....
kamu ga selalu ketemu orang tersebut, jarang denger kabar tentang orang itu, bahkan you don't really have a clue on how that person's living his/her own life, because orang itu juga ga bener-bener practically close to you anymore. Tapi... (maaf kalau cheesy), tetep aja rasanya kalo ketemu orang tersebut, you felt you are dragged into him/her. Anytime. Yup, setelah setahun 2 tahun pun mungkin, even when you both have no topic to begin with because you have no longer talk to each other for whatever reason.
The very best part is when you'll simply be happy seeing that person laugh or smile. It just...partly (not wholly, I'm being honest right here) makes you happy in that moment. Sesimple itu.
Have you ever felt that? If you had, share it with me, will you?
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Uhm, lately, I don't know since when to be sure... I have been having this uncomfortable feeling everywhere. to this particular person. I hope it's not jealousy. I hope. really, finger crossed I'm not. I have chatted about this to one of my friends, and frankly she understood me, well, maybe I'm not supposed to talk about it here anyway. and i have been trying to listen to the second opinion about this from another person, but he never had time for me. So, I just simply let it be like it. Mungkin bukan waktu dan orang yang tepat? Hmm, well. He's been busy anyway.
You know, it's just sometimes you may feel really uncomfortable like.... ewwwwww, you want to get rid of that feeling and just go blind for seconds, go clueless and act moron to particular individuals.
And oh, lastly, just a lil update about my life right now.
Yes, I'm still stucked in the same college, not going well, thinking of moving out after April, and I'm still freaking single can't find somebody cute anymore out there! and oh yes still nailed my eye to the same bloody dumb person. Yes, I'm stupid.
dia ngga ngapa-ngapain sih, did nothing to you, like totally nothing, tapi tetep bikin kamu senyum?
dia ngga flirt, ngga juga ketemu kamu tiap hari, bahkan ga tiap minggu ataupun tiap bulan, dia tetap bikin kamu senyum?
dia ngga pernah ngasih kamu apa pun, totally none, tapi tetep bikin kamu satisfied, again. senyum?
dia mungkin ngga pernah menganggap kamu apa pun, maybe.... just another person in his/her life, still, kamu simply goes along with it? Smile.
Strangely, I met one.
Dia bukan seseorang yang selalu ada dimanapun atau kapanpun atau bagaimanapun di saat gue jenuh or whatsoever, dia bukan juga orang yang gue cari kalo gue perlu tempat buat curhat di siang bolong atau semalam suntuk, dia juga bukan orang yang sering ngobrol sama gue di waktu senggang, we practically never really talk if we were only both of us, 88% of the time we talk with people around, or I'll start to nag. Dia bukan seseorang yang selalu ada di dalam benak lu 24 hours (ofcourse, I spent 8 hours of them sleeping, another 6 for homeworks, 4 for maybe what to cook and eat. How can it be 24 hours? I know -,-) tapi interestingly lu bakal tetap tertarik sama orang itu juga just the moment you saw that person. just as simple as that. I don't know.
Simply, you get rid of that person, and it goes around comes around again and again.
Kadang gue mikir, aneh, it's weird, isn't it? No matter how I think of it, it's just strange enough to be called insane. Even my friends who I asked, said it's ridiculous. Or something must have hit me or God knows what.
Have you ever been through the time when....
kamu ga selalu ketemu orang tersebut, jarang denger kabar tentang orang itu, bahkan you don't really have a clue on how that person's living his/her own life, because orang itu juga ga bener-bener practically close to you anymore. Tapi... (maaf kalau cheesy), tetep aja rasanya kalo ketemu orang tersebut, you felt you are dragged into him/her. Anytime. Yup, setelah setahun 2 tahun pun mungkin, even when you both have no topic to begin with because you have no longer talk to each other for whatever reason.
The very best part is when you'll simply be happy seeing that person laugh or smile. It just...partly (not wholly, I'm being honest right here) makes you happy in that moment. Sesimple itu.
Have you ever felt that? If you had, share it with me, will you?
__
Uhm, lately, I don't know since when to be sure... I have been having this uncomfortable feeling everywhere. to this particular person. I hope it's not jealousy. I hope. really, finger crossed I'm not. I have chatted about this to one of my friends, and frankly she understood me, well, maybe I'm not supposed to talk about it here anyway. and i have been trying to listen to the second opinion about this from another person, but he never had time for me. So, I just simply let it be like it. Mungkin bukan waktu dan orang yang tepat? Hmm, well. He's been busy anyway.
You know, it's just sometimes you may feel really uncomfortable like.... ewwwwww, you want to get rid of that feeling and just go blind for seconds, go clueless and act moron to particular individuals.
And oh, lastly, just a lil update about my life right now.
Yes, I'm still stucked in the same college, not going well, thinking of moving out after April, and I'm still freaking single can't find somebody cute anymore out there! and oh yes still nailed my eye to the same bloody dumb person. Yes, I'm stupid.
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