Oh wow. I am SORRY, folks for letting y'all read those complaints all the time. yup, I had my toughest time. Best teacher is your own experiences anyway, don't you agree? For those who are wondering about my life after the nags... haha, come on, people will get through things. Every things will come to an end no matter how bad it will be, no?
How about mine last sem? Praise Dad who has been giving me undying courage and miracles. Lol. Passed them with applause and litersssss of tears, ofcourse. Lesson not learnt anyway. haahahhaha. #IamlazyIdontknowhowtofixmyself
Okay, enough of the boring stuffs. How's it going on your side, mates?
I have been scrolling blogs' updates after months untouched, I can see somebody struggled much on Christmas. For you who read this, as a friend I think I am still not allowed to judge you or even worse to feel sorry on you, what I could say to you is to try once again. Open your mind and heart, sometime you just need to let go take a super deep breath and stay, and then take it out of your body. When all you do is locking up yourself in a room, nobody would dare to approach you, no matter how hard they wanted to help you. Just as a relationship that needs both sides to make efforts, so do you. People would knock the door of your heart, will leave some love letters upon your door, but how would you read them if you are too thick-headed that you prefer to swallow your own pride and be alone rather than open the door and take a step. Don't be afraid, at least you got some people who are watching you all the time. :) To care doesn't mean to be a nagger all the time, no? I know you understand what I mean. Hope you read this and found something new in your mind. Don't stay in the dark too long, those darkness eats you from the inside. STOP PITYING YOURSELF, I BEG YOU.
Hm, let's see.... 2014. This time is so fast don't you think? I'll be free from study in 13 weeks. I don't think it's as fast as a blink of eye though, but when you look back (even just to the past 6 months) maybe yourself have changed unconditionally. What's new about 2014? Oh! My brother's getting married FINALLY in the end of this Year of Horse (Lunar Year), Chinese New Year is even faster this year, I'm gaining weight by 10 kg. HOLA!
Can't wait to graduate and learn things differently.
What else is the change made now for 2014...
Maybe not to be so attached to someone who favor you as nothing, don't put too much effort on people who deserve it but doesn't know how to appreciate you. I want to be happier this year :) Maybe Valentine 2014 will still be the same for me, stuck alone in the world. It's okay, save the best for the last, right? hhh. I even thought of hiring somebody for Valentine's date. LOLOL.
I'll be lying if I say I have went 2013 smoothly, no no. There were lots of troubles and problems along the way, fights, tears, jealousy and stuff like that. hhh. However most of things are still the same.
How about the one inside the heart? What do you think? ;)
Happy New Year, peeps
- 3 weeks late -
