My Teddy Bear n friends......XD

Huah...i'm sitting next to a TV in my hotel room in KeeL.

It's my 2nd night in KeEl...

I shopped a lot 2day,wif my fren Pelo n my fams.........

Our legs keram like tiang lampu lw uknw...haQhaQ.

Hoam.i'm not sleepy yet,but i'm tired enough to sleep.

I didnt sleep well last night,my room aircon was driving me nuts all night long......I woke up for about 3 times becoz of that stupid aircon n the pilllow!

My pillow is veryyyyy big n high for me to sleep.i cant sleep wif that type of pillow,n i dun even get a guling....T,T

I'll suffer till Saturday.....HikZ,pity me!!!!!!!

Btw,my friend slept in a same bed wif me....she slept like a sleeping beauty (hehe...fortunately,she didnt snore r!!! HAHA^^V).....but i suffered a lot too,u knw,we share a same blanket,bcoz she slept early yesterday,the aircon swifted a very hard attack wind to me till morning!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAaaaAaaarrrghhh!!!!!

My feet is nyut2-ing~

But i'm happy,i got my gown already!

It's nice,really match my d'code : "Eden in my Garden" + in ivory one!!!!

Huah!

I'm going to sleep now coz i ol from my cc's laptop n she is going to bed in 5 minutes...

Hoam,guys,i miss my friends...duno why~

Miss my teddy bear n friends too...^^"

But i didnt miss school at all....HAHAHAHAHAHA XD

Umm,i'm thinking about making smthing to sell wif my ability in design n crafts....

But i'm confuse wat should i make?wat should i do to make my things sold out????

Hmmm.....at last but not least,may God bless all my friends,expecially those who are trapped in their problems,to my family,my sisters n brothers......n for my self too (I'm not Geer or narsis r i told u~).....

Amen....JBUA!!!!!!

Ms.P who is missin' her plens XD

I'm tired.I'm not going to end my life...But please,help me....

Guys,i'm damn tired..
I'm chatting now with my friends.......KO,KOng n Ms.Hayrie....
My room is killing me with it's AC ....I'm in North pole...


I'm tired.
Guessing my friends mind is driving me crazy...
Guessing my future makes me wanna pass out,u knw...
I'm tired...
I'm waiting for holidays,hope it'll cure my boring days...but it seems like it's not working.....
I dunno,what i'm searching?
Ya,u can call me a moron, i'm this old, keep talking bout what i gonna be sumday,but now i'm saying that i dont know what i'm searching in my life...........Stupid ar?


Man,i'm lying to my friend now.......err..i cant count it as a lie,but mybe not.
I'm just not telling it to my friends,even Angel...
It's sucks.When i'm going to tell them bout this thing?
A person inside me....
I cry a LOT because of this stupid thing.
I woke up at 5am n crying like a stupid lost little kid.Funny r?

I'm facing my 17th bday soon....but i miss sumting.I dunno what it is.....
Yes,i'm excited,but still,i dunno why i'm not happy inside.
I guess i really need sumone to become my holder now,a wide back for me to cry.......

I know i'm a strong girl and lots of people count on me....
But i want a person for me to count on.......i'm losing my path......
I need them,not only my friends and my family...


I really hope that one of them could be a nice person to asking me a little 'Hi' without i asked.


A little 'Hi' or 'How do you do' is more than enough..........


I hate Jakarta....
my head n heart forbid me to go there.......I hate that place.
I dont like him.I care about him.that woman too.....She is nice.....
But i hate the way he's solving our problem...

A little moron grown up.

Mr. & Mrs. Peer,OuwH~ I dun even wanna know them since 10.1 !!!!!!

Hoammmm....
First after 1000 years i'm writing err.....typing i mean,for my blog...

Haiz,i'm very confuse these days.Frustated.Deprassed (Is this how u spell it,depresi?).In the end,i dun even wanna talk bout it anymore....

Yeah,its bout my 17th bday,my school,my future,me myself,n mw increasing laziness..it's increasing as Indonesia gets their inflasi.......
I'm confuse whether i have to hold a party for my 17th or not?
it's too many thing to prepare......jeez,just for 2 hours party?????????
Hell no la ya...

My school n future....
Yes,yes,yes,i know what i'm going to be.....so wats ur problem u ask?
my problem is...i dunno wat subject suits me the most.....fashion or Interior????
Both has it's own challenging RISKSSSSS.......


me myself...yeah,i'm stuck in a very boring senior high school period......i have to face Rospen,Rajin,Humala,hu else????Those boooorrriinnng + weirdo teachers..........sumtimes i agree with my moron opinion that i've made the worst decision by choosing Science class for my last 2 years of Senior High School......why?
- Coz i suddenly become a poor student,not only me,my friends too.......5 labz in a week,lets say each of them make us spend about Rp.10000/person...then,for a month?i'll become a beggar infront Perisai Plaza +,+
-Tons of homeworks......I'm hell serious, i'll give Rajin,Ruth n Rospen gold medals for 'Mr and Mrs Peer' category........err,not now....i mean..one day =]
-A very pshyco form teacher.....A WEIRDO !!!!!!!






ZzzzZZZzzzzzzzzzz.......since when my life's sucks???????
jeez!!!!
God,please make it better tomorrow......i'm still bersyukur that i'm alive til now.....please make it the best for me n my friends wherever whenever we are~

Thanks,God..........JBUs!!!!!!


I'm tired,kutak katik-ing My blog's layout makes me sleepy.....time to have a very sweet dream........+______+"