Sunday, September 13, 2009

I'm tired.I'm not going to end my life...But please,help me....

Guys,i'm damn tired..
I'm chatting now with my friends.......KO,KOng n Ms.Hayrie....
My room is killing me with it's AC ....I'm in North pole...


I'm tired.
Guessing my friends mind is driving me crazy...
Guessing my future makes me wanna pass out,u knw...
I'm tired...
I'm waiting for holidays,hope it'll cure my boring days...but it seems like it's not working.....
I dunno,what i'm searching?
Ya,u can call me a moron, i'm this old, keep talking bout what i gonna be sumday,but now i'm saying that i dont know what i'm searching in my life...........Stupid ar?


Man,i'm lying to my friend now.......err..i cant count it as a lie,but mybe not.
I'm just not telling it to my friends,even Angel...
It's sucks.When i'm going to tell them bout this thing?
A person inside me....
I cry a LOT because of this stupid thing.
I woke up at 5am n crying like a stupid lost little kid.Funny r?

I'm facing my 17th bday soon....but i miss sumting.I dunno what it is.....
Yes,i'm excited,but still,i dunno why i'm not happy inside.
I guess i really need sumone to become my holder now,a wide back for me to cry.......

I know i'm a strong girl and lots of people count on me....
But i want a person for me to count on.......i'm losing my path......
I need them,not only my friends and my family...


I really hope that one of them could be a nice person to asking me a little 'Hi' without i asked.


A little 'Hi' or 'How do you do' is more than enough..........


I hate Jakarta....
my head n heart forbid me to go there.......I hate that place.
I dont like him.I care about him.that woman too.....She is nice.....
But i hate the way he's solving our problem...

A little moron grown up.

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