I'm not so me

Huff.it's now 11.30.

.noon.

Heading to school in half an hour i guess.

Staring at this book.

A stuff that must be burnt i think,things like these make me suffer while others r trying to pursue their dreams.

Okay.stop complaining.

Have to do another research and go for it.

Pray for me,Guys! 

Do me a favor.

Please find place which provides EO management major please? =(

Dying! *aaargggghhh!*

havent finish my letters yet.

I wrote a letter to __ . But i really forget what i wrote. Gonna have to read it again.

So damn fool . =.="

C

I'll Miss You

Hai,B~ =3

Again n again so sorry that u v to b a victim of a -not so lifeless- person like me,not updating her life,even its also exciting sumtime..

I read someone's blog this morning.About college n bla bla bla.I decided to write again after that. I kinda emo these days,B.dunno why.I should tell you how's life these couple of weeks.Full of stupid things like logo,dances,choreo,headache and last but not least,it's all about friends. One of them's not willing to talk to me for almost 2 weeks you know,well,1 week 2-3 days. I know its not that BIG problem, but somehow i hv that strange feeling if i stop talking to one of them.A part of my life is missing for whole week.hhh. 

He started talking to me again yesterday,really TALKING i mean,not only calling my name for about 2 seconds n then =X *silent mode comes* I dunno what should i do after that,it's kinda weird to face him after that. The funniest part was when i yelled a person next to me,it appears that the one i yelled to was him.Argggh~ I really regret it that time,hhhh,the first thing popped out in my mind was 

"Shit,he'll absolutely stop talking to me again for the next 1 week!"

I hope that he wont talking to me only for the sake of my class.Only for dance n choreo.

Now,move to K.

I was kinda shock.Not 'kinda',just erase it. 

I'm shocked (coz still shock) when i knew that K plans to hv his major @Sydney. I never imagine that far.Well,for him. =P

When i think n think n think think think think.This one really wakes me up that i ve a really limited time to spare with all my friends,and it also tells me that i hv REALLY LIMITED TIME to choose my major. GEEEJUZZZ~~~ pweaseieeeeeee~~~ T^T Help meh!

I wrote the letter for him starts from yesterday nite.Wondering how will i face my day without K and others. Really hope that it'll go smooth,nothing hard. *huff.

Last for today before i take my bath n go to BeeS, a message for K,tell him if you read this blog. Or if you read this,K,this is a message for you,maybe i will write it in our letter,but mybe not oso. =P

"Dear,K.thankiu for being my friend.Hhhhhh. I should say that i'll miss the freak u,the -i dun know but well i'll try- u,the way you want to entertain people as long as they'll be happy,the way you accompany ur friends although u r not that GOOD in the things you do. Maybe i know you for only 2-3 years,but i 'm willing to know you more.If u really go for ur major @Sydney,dun forget me (classic) Maybe u'll forget,just dun ever act like u never know me. Last one.Remember.Just be you. I'll be grateful if you done this one in ur life. =3  I'll miss you SURE! =D "

Okay.time to shut down the lappie. It's 9:30 know and they will sure wait for me @Bees...

Love you all.

The sky's so emo this morning.Will my heart too? XD

-Change my name-

C~

Getting excited

Aooo,B!

=D

Time passes too fast am i right?

            Tonight i decide to post some photos 'bout my class' journey.to Tjong A Fie's house,Balai kota and many more.Feel so bad that i cant join my lastceremony @school TTTT____TTTT but i had superb rainy day last 17th August.kekekekeke... We introduced Medan lao ia places to Kuan Yu,it's our way to call the Taiwanese girl who i tell you last post.

            You know what? I get so excited to post something on my blog when i know 'Hey,i have a reader at least' wkwkwkwk. Hey,you all readers,enjoy my blog because there are some BEAUTIFUL VIEW of Medan after this.=P

Btw,i made a new blog/website from www.weebly.com ,but i think i have to redecorate it.

>>>> mine : alovetokill.weebly.com =]

maybe i'll post thing through there now,sorry,B~ =/

but i feel it's better there.=3

So here they are.some photos. =]

Wenny.Frendy.Kuan Yu ! XDD

Toti's seventeen,guys!

The hatefullllll bio's assignment things! X'(

Dua lelaki. Satu single satu tak single.Di pili di pili!

The Heritage!

Tjong A Fie's

F4 kah? kurasa tidak. XDD

Bunch of Keong Racun here! wkwkwkwkwkwk!!!!

photos taken by The Clarence. (bangganyahhhh~ lol)

Hai.Hai.A short story of mine =3

Hey,B!!!

Wonder why i miss u tonite.suddenly! =3

It rained hardly today. Half of this day was filled with pouring rain....We collected our short story today,i made mine couple days ago.I thought i'm insane,i'm addicted with those stories.i wanna make another one again. XDD

i named mine 'Kelima Senarku',one of its roles has my friend's character.too much in common that all my friends who read it will know which role that he got.kekekekkee.There was also a short story which made by Tommy,it's such a great story i think,so original,=3 He named it "Malammu Malamku Juga" so awwwwww! eye catching,ear catching .i'm so interested with that one.kekekke

Some of them got silly names and stories too,like Pulang Kampung,Pengembara Cinta,BALADA SORE HARI,Sepatu Ajaib,Hujan,Waktu Ini Membunuhku and many else! hahahha.

Tonight we spent some fun chatting with a Taiwanese girl.hahahaha.so funny when i remember how did Randy try to write mandarin.hahaha.With aming's skill,we all try to communicate with her.so silly! XDDD

O yeah,my class got a new classmate yesterday,a Taiwanese girl,pretty.Her voice really remind me to Tien,my friend who is in Singapore,persuing for her future =D

B,what's crush and love?

its difference is just too thin you know that i dont know this is a crush or to fall deep in it.

I always think things like this are crush.Its feeling is always weird.

Too awkward,i have to work my things out hardly.i dont really like feeling like this.

.haiz.

If it's not that, just sweep it away from me~

Too much in this heart will give me a heart attack sooner.

....kekekeke....

the last one has come out as crush so~ 

i think this one too........=,="

Oh,yesh2,please tell Daddy God that i dont want one of my friend go further from me,our 'distance' i mean. i hate when he treat all his friends like he treat me.i come to realize that i'm 'that's all.i'm done with you' 
wew
i've ever tried not to think like that about him,people used to talk about him that way.He's my friend so i tried not to think he will do such things,but he do it to me also.haiyah~ so dissapointed!

Hey,B!!!

Aaaaaa~ I'm so so so sorry for not telling you my days after exams.

It had been great.n also,lots of tears n jokes around. =')

Lots of things i wanna say here,but i think it's smarter if i tell you from pictures? =3

First! Tien's farewell~ it's wonderful!

 

-Gigi.Dugong.Me.Mentel (the want who's rada mirip ... XD)- 

 

 Perfume.@Ballarat,Victoria.

 

Tiny black XDD

  

Guess who is this??? Ninja in winter! =P

and this was 23rd July 2010.KKR~

tired yet fun =]

too much to say.dun no where to start too.

But i know where n when to end it,it's now.

kekekeke~ 

it's getting late n my belly will make 'sound' in moments,gotta sleep before that disturb my mind.

=P

Good night,B.

sleep tight!

=*

Love him too much ! XDD

Hey,B!
It's been a long time since the last post ;]
Hope u don't miss me..hihi

I found out these pictures of him a couple days ago haha..when i worried and stressed bcoz of the chem's test. Thanks God I found these pictures that rocked my mood back in a second!
Love him!

Tell me if you know him XP

These r him : aaaaaa~

I really think that one of my fren has a same look like his.wkwkwk.
I realised it yesterday,B.=]
I'm having my exam.It's as usual,makes me sick,seriously!
Really wanna end it as soon as i can........
But anyway,how r u all since i left the last post?
Nothing change?

=]

B~~~ He.is.totally.Hanazawa.Rui.and.I.love.it.!.

Hello B !

Hey,B.

Nights have been passed without you.. I'm here typing infront my compi to say gudnight to you actually.hehehe. Please forgive me for not telling you my daily story~ =P

Tomorrow will be the day for 3 of my friends to go to Jogja, B. Please help me to send my best wishes for them to Daddy God.=] May He brings healthy bodies, fresh n calm mind, and enjoyable time for them there. Please make sure that they will arrived safely and Daddy God,please protect them from danger...*amen* xixi

B, some of my friends are just too stupid to be boys. Poor them. When will be the time for them too open their eyes widely? See through lots of things in this world, not only sticking their eyes with UHU into one person, moreover to those mortals who don't even know how to appreciate others, acting like they do but actually they failed.

Oh yes,i almost forget to tell you a news about the HOT couple in my class.They break up already...but that boy is just too silly,maybe insane is the most suitable adjective to describe him. Acting like a coward with thick skin like hippos'.ckckck. I'm very sorry for the ICE girl, she is just too innocent,umm, stupid is more outspoken and that's the fact =P *please forgive me for my words*

B,it's time for me to get my butt off the seat,i'm going to have sweetdream now.Wondering who will be in it...hehehe.

Nite,B.

Send my best wishes to all of my friends out there and to those who are having their burfday today...=]

Ms.P !