Monday, November 8, 2010

What about you?

Don't you think we
need to talk?
I Do

Sunday, November 7, 2010

It's not you.

30 minutes feels like tearing _ again n again,B.
Is it my fault to do something like this?
Please tell _ it's not _ fault.It's just me....
Please dont let _ hurt _self again n again.
It's hard to see every single words _ said.
It's pain.

I'm still me,it's only a different package.
It's not like it doesn't hurt me at all.
FIY,B,I'm still a mortal too.
I know what's pain.what's hurt.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

No more..

I think,
that call? will soon fade.
that attention? will soon be none.
that care? will be no more.
that talk? will be once in our lifetime?

I don't know. Maybe until I can change myself to be a better one.
at least for myself.

It's hard

It's not funny,keep monitoring WMessenger's page just to see r u popping out on my friend online list or not.
It's not easy to keep thinking you you and you all day.
It's not easy keep seeing you wherever i keep my eyes focus at.
It's not easy for me every time you appear in my desktop with a little green symbol besides your PP.
It's not easy to look at you.
It's not easy to talk with you.
It's not easy to see you as the way i used to.
Please throw away this pinch.i hate it.
Just turn me back to normal.

T_T
C @the2nd day.

Monday, November 1, 2010

Right into ....

Here it comes,a pinch right into my heart.
have you ever feel the same thing before?
I hate this feeling. Like i'm reading a novel,yes,just like that. 
When that sad page comes right infront of my eyes. 
So what's the difference? 
Well, if it's a novel, it'll just be a story. 
When it's you,it'll be my story.

It comes again

Can you give me an answer?
I hate the feeling like this one. I cant do things i should have done these days.
It's not like this is my first time to come to the end like this, i just hate it everytime it comes to me.
Pain.
I hate it.
Go away.
Cant I just be me the way i used to?
Ugh~

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

I'm not so me

Huff.it's now 11.30.
.noon.
Heading to school in half an hour i guess.
Staring at this book.
A stuff that must be burnt i think,things like these make me suffer while others r trying to pursue their dreams.
Okay.stop complaining.
Have to do another research and go for it.
Pray for me,Guys! 
Do me a favor.
Please find place which provides EO management major please? =(
Dying! *aaargggghhh!*

havent finish my letters yet.
I wrote a letter to __ . But i really forget what i wrote. Gonna have to read it again.
So damn fool . =.="

C