Wednesday, March 6, 2013

A bit of this and that

Have you ever met this one person when....

dia ngga ngapa-ngapain sih, did nothing to you, like totally nothing, tapi tetep bikin kamu senyum?
dia ngga flirt, ngga juga ketemu kamu tiap hari, bahkan ga tiap minggu ataupun tiap bulan, dia tetap bikin kamu senyum?
dia ngga pernah ngasih kamu apa pun, totally none, tapi tetep bikin kamu satisfied, again. senyum?
dia mungkin ngga pernah menganggap kamu apa pun, maybe.... just another person in his/her life, still, kamu simply goes along with it? Smile.

Strangely, I met one.

Dia bukan seseorang yang selalu ada dimanapun atau kapanpun atau bagaimanapun di saat gue jenuh or whatsoever, dia bukan juga orang yang gue cari kalo gue perlu tempat buat curhat di siang bolong atau semalam suntuk, dia juga bukan orang yang sering ngobrol sama gue di waktu senggang, we practically never really talk if we were only both of us, 88% of the time we talk with people around, or I'll start to nag. Dia bukan seseorang yang selalu ada di dalam benak lu 24 hours (ofcourse, I spent 8 hours of them sleeping, another 6 for homeworks, 4 for maybe what to cook and eat. How can it be 24 hours? I know -,-) tapi interestingly lu bakal tetap tertarik sama orang itu juga just the moment you saw that person. just as simple as that. I don't know.

Simply, you get rid of that person, and it goes around comes around again and again.

Kadang gue mikir, aneh, it's weird, isn't it? No matter how I think of it, it's just strange enough to be called insane. Even my friends who I asked, said it's ridiculous. Or something must have hit me or God knows what.


Have you ever been through the time when....

kamu ga selalu ketemu orang tersebut, jarang denger kabar tentang orang itu, bahkan you don't really have a clue on how that person's living his/her own life, because orang itu juga ga bener-bener practically close to you anymore. Tapi... (maaf kalau cheesy), tetep aja rasanya kalo ketemu orang tersebut, you felt you are dragged into him/her. Anytime. Yup, setelah setahun 2 tahun pun mungkin, even when you both have no topic to begin with because you have no longer talk to each other for whatever reason.

The very best part is when you'll simply be happy seeing that person laugh or smile. It just...partly (not wholly,  I'm being honest right here) makes you happy in that moment. Sesimple itu.

Have you ever felt that? If you had, share it with me, will you?

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Uhm, lately, I don't know since when to be sure... I have been having this uncomfortable feeling everywhere. to this particular person. I hope it's not jealousy. I hope. really, finger crossed I'm not. I have chatted about this to one of my friends, and frankly she understood me, well, maybe I'm not supposed to talk about it here anyway. and i have been trying to listen to the second opinion about this from another person, but he never had time for me. So, I just simply let it be like it. Mungkin bukan waktu dan orang yang tepat? Hmm, well. He's been busy anyway.

You know, it's just sometimes you may feel really uncomfortable like.... ewwwwww, you want to get rid of that feeling and just go blind for seconds, go clueless and act moron to particular individuals.


And oh, lastly, just a lil update about my life right now.
Yes, I'm still stucked in the same college, not going well, thinking of moving out after April, and I'm still freaking single can't find somebody cute anymore out there! and oh yes still nailed my eye to the same bloody dumb person. Yes, I'm stupid.

Monday, January 21, 2013

Happy Monday

Pagi-pagi disuguhin video begini. hahahaha. Happy Monday y'all :)

It's somebody's group project. Can't stop giggling. Silly as always.

Last Chance  :)

Friday, December 28, 2012

You make me...


Hope it lights up your day :)
Happy Weekend, people.

Last I

Hi. Here i am again. Typing. Doing nothing in the offiice. Well, today is my last day and my office looks like a cemetery now. Most of the staffs are on leave, even my supervisor too. :\ abd she left no job to me and Mabel which means 2 days of boredom in total =____=  I should pack all my belongings now and get my ass outta here right? Right.

But the truth is I spent my morning browsing some nice alluring recipes again. Wondering my to-do list and to-buy list for New Year's celebration and my short holiday. Oh, I really hope everything works well and it'l be another remarkable memory to end the WOW FANTASTIC two ou one two.

At least I've came out with several things that I think will be added on the New Year's eve menu. Anyone want to come and enjoy? ;)
It will be:
Appetisers
> Jap Chae (Korean glass noodle with vegies appetisers! :9)
> The Devils' Egg ( Hard boiled egg, split into two, take out the yolks and blend it with mayo and other stuffs, then scoop it back to its hut on the egg white. hmmmm)
> Prawn Salad (I'll stay classic, with fruits :D )
Entree:
> Corn Fritters (The one your moms' love to cook? with some vegie batter and deep fried it?) , maybe served with Thai Sweet Chilli Sauce
> Bacon Wrapped Chicken (This might be the easier and healthier version of our usual home-made chicken steak by my grandma, I'll ask for her secret spices for this)
> Fried Chicken Bone and Skin (Classic style. Mashed. fried. Trust me, it's way tastier than the old school fried chicken, plus it's sweet after fried...*I can smell it right now*)
Dessert:
> Baked Bread Loaf with cheesecake and strawberry ice cream in it.
> Almond/ Choco Pudding
Drinks:
> White Wine (?)
> Fruit Mocktails (Classic Family style)

Not sure about the dessert and drinks yet, but i think it'll work well. hehehehe. Mango pudding will works well for a parfait too right? yummm~

Oh, I really can't wait to spend my New Year's holiday. Such a short and precious one. *sigh*
busy busy. need to plan everything tomorrow. spend my time wisely ><
Finger crossed!

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Here I nag again

Hi! :)


How are y'all? So-so, okay, great? or bad, horrible?
I know some of you are not even in a good 'shape' these days. 2012 has been insane, right? I admit that too. Too many things happened to me that I can't even catch it up by writing all of them here. 
Pardon me for not writing much these days. I don't even know what did I do that I don't even bother to write when I was deadly bored in the office. Okay, at least I'm now sitting on my cubicle typing for you to read this evening. Tomorrow is my last day of internship :) Can't wait for my precious 1 week of holiday before next semester come -___- school sucks in certain point of view, man.

So.... what have I been missing out this couple of months? 
Anyone? I doubt that this blog still has its devoted readers anyway. hahaha. mostly talking to myself, aren't I? Comment in any of my post if you miss my writing,please. I check my blog everyday anyway.hihihi. It just that I'm so unsupported to write any exciting news in it. Live a lil more, my readers, comments and stuffs, so I'll find that fire to tell you some exciting stories.... you know. hehe.

Okay, then....what have been missed in my writing? Besides one of my friends get herself tied in a marriage in her bloody last months of teenage years (Why are you so passionate about being other's wife anyway? I can't understand it until now, and you don't even bother to tell me. wth. Now I think we need to call a meeting between "gossip girls" lol), I also found out that one of my friends' boyfriend has passed away.. Quite a shocking and terrible news, even though I never get to know him, and umm... one of my besties' crush has gotten into a relationship with another guy (okay, I don't know what to comment about this. I'm pretty blunt in my blog, i guess. I must say I'm both sad and happy about this. *nooffense*), one of my best buddies' family issue has gotten worse and so do my buddies way of thinking (I know you'll read this, please don't ever blame any situation or even yourself for what happened and what the future will be. Trust me, you'll crush yourself down way to the very bottom by doing that, my dear), newest one must be a break-up news from one of my favourite hometown-girl (I swear I'll bring you best chocolates i know if I met you soon). See, from all of this news.... I must say none of them makes me really feel happy. Excited? Yes, of course I do. For some of them I do feel excited. I mean...look, I'm not complaining because one of my friends is now a thai" though, but then.... she is now a thai" before 20, and wtf am I in my 21? #foreveralonewthi'm20yosinglelady #np-singlelady-beyonce Get what I mean? 

And I don't even succeeded with my 2012 resolution. Need to weight 55k by the end of this year, and I'm still stucked in this freakin 57s on December 27th 2012. Okay, maybe this is the only thing I really2 happy for myself. =__= even though it's not a huge success, losing more or less 20k in 4-5 months is something to be proud of, am I wrong? You don't have any idea how I miss hometown's cuisines. *sigh* suffered enough from the guilty feeling everytime I swallow nice food. You guys must go on your own diet, and please feel me. huks huks. >< okay, at least it worth the sacrifice. I now must say goodbye to my whole closets -_- those things worth some money looooooo (neverendingregrets) , at least I get 2 number smaller. Paid off I guess. What do you think? :\

Ugh, I want to watch Jack Reacher so bad and that Jacky Chan 12 signs of zodiac's movie toooooo. Weekend, everyone wait until I watched them please, then you can go and watch them. Don't make me jealous~ >< or else come and watch it with me!! :'(

Oh, I cooked some goodies for Christmas. Utterly satisfied! :) yum,tender,perfect texture and taste. hhihi. My lil sis ate a lot, I'm so happy every time she eats my creation scrumptiously. As most of you know, she's sooo soooo soooooo skinny that I can't help myself to think of ways to feed her lots of carbo and fats. This is one way of great and effective treatment for diet anyway, I can cook what I want to eat so badly (fats and carbo) but instead of feeding myself, I feed her. hhehehehe. Win-win solution :D Hmm, I've spent half of my day browsing and examining recipes for New Year's Eve Dinner, haven't find any exciting dish anyway. le sigh. 

Ugh, and I miss some of them. =3= but i guess they don't. They seems great, well feed and happy. huh. Most of the nights I spend by thinking of how stupid I am missing people who don't even bother about your existence. Please careless and stop doing this kind of stupid thinking and acts, myself. "Care your own business please", I keep repeating this over and over again in my head.

And oh! The Hunger Games' trilogy is goooooood! I mean GOOD! Really. I fall in love with those stories. Lots of things we can feel and find inside those books compared to the film. I hope Catching Fire won't disappoint me, since I've read all of them..

Anyway, if any of you curious about something, and maybe I can help you by telling a story of what I know in this blog, feel free to ask me. I have lost words to type these days. Nothing really get to my nerves to write, even my readers seem so dead to me.

Friday, December 7, 2012

So Bad To Me


Cause you’re like caffeine, I can’t fall asleep all night
My heart keeps racing and again, I hate you
Like caffeine, I try to stay away
I try to forget about you but I can’t do it, I can’t help it




 this song is ear-gasming me these days