Saturday, July 30, 2011

29th July 2011

So..
I'm supposed to dedicate a post yesterday to my Mami... =(
Sorry mami, I didn't type a post for you..
Not even have time and chance to reach you like I used to. =(((
How are you? Have you been that busy? =')
I don't have things to give you now, just this... =(



 and I'm too stupid that I don't have any idea how to flip this photos, mami T^T
 huks huks.

I've been not really well these couple of days..=(
Feel so alone,you know. Even if I play the noisiest songs from my laptop.
Yesterday morning my mom had flown back to Medan and like you guessed, the room felt so empty at night in sudden. Things have been in a complete silence. PLUS, I had my major briefing yesterday, and I felt like.... I'm so dead. I cried alot yesterday. in my room, in the bathroom, and in my room again. ><
I don't know, I felt so stupid, I'll have fashion design,fashion communication,fashion management and  fashion textiles to learn this year, and I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO SEW!!!! I'm completely screwed,I'm so dead, it's not like I'm in the foundation or D1,D2,D3..... I'm in Bachelor level 1,people. T^T and I don't know anything about drafting and sewing, not even know how to draw the clothes design properly. >< Plus I really don't have any friend in my faculty,really, I haven't found any Indonesian too... Can you guess how screwed I were yesterday? TTTTT^TTTTT Plus, I got problems with my laptop. Oh my God, what a day.... and I didn't have any person to tell my burdens to at the moment I had those all stuffs in my head.... ><" Thanks God there's some like Wenny, Duffin, Eric. They calmed me a LOT. Expecially that PENGKHIANAT UKnow, Eric,hhhhhh. I really want to thanked him like ...... THANKYOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!! ='DDDD

today I feel better, but tonight my aunt and his husband will take a flight to visit their son in Africa...so, I guess..... it will be a really hard time for me these months ahead. I'm lucky that some of my friends at my hometown haven't had their classes,nor do the orientations.... Can you imagine the moment they get busy and me too? =( There'll be less-contacts, no one will accompany me all day anymore. *sigh*
I really need those people. Yes,Dad,those people... Can You at least show me other people like them? ='(

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