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umm...

it's been awhile since my last post,am I right? hhh.

i guess, I've had lots of -quite-fun-time- that I didn't type that much anymore. thanks to one who accompany me then *I don't think too much these nights that I barely galau-ing loh*....;P

hmmm. time do flies,you know. I have 9 days left before I finally leave my town for quite some time. I don't know how I feel for this, I'm not that sad, not that antusiastic anymore, yet i'm not that happy. And I guess I'll leave lots of unfixed and undone things here in my town...hahaha. Should I feel terrible for it? =')

I've tried to live much happier for I know people will still go on and live normally even without me... so... yeah, you know what I mean. =) I sometimes wonder.... will I cry on 20th? will I shed my tears that morning for my friends? for how pity I am not be able to have those senior high school time anymore with my friends? Well,B... I'm quite scared actually, I'll be the only one from Medan who's pursuing Bachelor degree of Fashion Management there... =( Those friends who I've known from this town will be going for Diploma.... it means...... well, you know. =((( and I don't have any single human who calms me down. ><" even Roro doesn't   TooT    hukshuks

So,who want to spend a day with me in my hometown,friends?anyone? hhh.=P  You'll barely see me even if I'm in town years ahead *I think* cause either one of us will be busy, I guess..... hehe. Sometimes I'm sad, because Quest's part in my life has to be ended like this... no last full-member gathering, and one by one of you just.... puffff. gone and like... "see you guys again..if God permits" ==" wth... =s

efforts,guys~ efforts~~ T^T  Hope you'll understand what I mean one day...hukhuks.
Days have been going wild nowadays,B.. some of my friends broke up, I hope they really make the best choice out of them...and may they can move to another bigger step of their life.Right? =)

So,what should I do in this some days left? Any idea? =S
Tell me wherever you think I'll be able to know what your idea/-s is/are. =)
I'll be waiting.