Monday, August 8, 2011

Monday T^T

Evening,Guys... =3
Tomorrow's 9th July and the day after tomorrow's Wednesday + 10th of July.... that means, 2 Holidays!!! *lalalaalla*
hehe. Vero's mom has gone back to town,so she's currently living in my place. Today's super duper exhausting, carried things that weight almost 10kgs I believe. T^T
I went back at 6.30 pm,and arrived at home 7pm something, met CH who's passed her afternoon hanging up @Bugis with Vero, she visited my place. After  I took a quite-long shower, we went to Bugis Junction again to have dinner with Justine. hehe. We had a fun night, laughing from the moment we jump in to the taxi till we met Justine and finally splited at MRT. hehehe.
I want to share some photos with you,but I can't find my bb's usb cable. =SS
So,maybe I'll post them in my next post... ok? =)


Friday, August 5, 2011

Hi,there... =)

Hi,fellas... =)
sorry for the ummm not to much post these days..
well,I've started my first week,and it's not so bad. interesting, yet lots of stuffs to be done. People push you to do more and more and more. My textiles and drafting class will be hard I think,because there'll be tons of sew and cut2 sew and cut cut cut. But some of my new friends here told me that the toughtest one is the management class,where you have to do research and presentation. well, I really hope I can do my best here, because this time it's not high school anymore, there're lots of bold people,in my class too. They have skills in them, I think this is why I must do stuffs harder. There are lots of things to buy buy buy buy buy buy buy buy, errrrrrrrrgh, I hope yesterday was the last day I had to buy those stuffs and carry them home. ==" They're REALLY HEAVY i tell you. My left back is aching right now because of those stuffs. ><
The annoying Vero's been here since 2nd of July, she's doing fine, I wonder will she feels lonely when her mom leave her next Sunday... nyehehehhe >:) I have to thank her for carrying my stuffs from Medan. thankyou =)
So, I accompanied her couple days ago,since I have no class, we went to some places, from Tiong Bahru plaza,Haji Lane till Plaza Singapura. I have to admit that she EATS A LOT. ok,she's a monster. ==" I'm trying to save + sort of avoiding meals, whereas she keeps on pushing stuffs for my mouth to swallow. what a friend,right?
Tomorrow's Saturday,I supposed to have no class, but I have to go to my college to do some sew in the morning. I do hope that those sewing will finish soon so I can enjoy my Saturday. I planned to go to the national museum tomorrow, IF I can finish my sew. ><" And I guess I will watch Captain America tomorrow night with Justine. hehe. I hope it will be fun. =)
Umm,one of my friend who really have a short-temper bbm me last night, saying that he's having this job to teach private classes. He told me to pray and keep on praying for him, so that he could work harder and visit me here by the end of this year. =) I'm touched, well, sort of touched (20% I guess,wkwkwk) , because I think he's one of those people who commonly do what they said,you know, not just 'okay,I'll do that', and time flies while you do nothing . He even called me from hometown, see, I don't now whether he's stupid or what, what's skype for if you have to call. ==" He's fun,kind and CURRENTLY being so mentel (FYI,it doesn't suit you well =s), I don't understand why people keep having this negative thinking about him. =\ =/ =|
And my another mentel friend. He's currently suffering from cough, eating this and that medicine and still miserable from his sickness. =3=" I hope he'll get well soon and have his -lovetoleavesomeonewaiting-  hobby reduced. xp See,I'll be very happy if he'ld do stuffs and efforts and not just 'miss you' ,right? at least try to teach or do some work, it's not like I force to get what I hope, and I know he hates the word 'effort' so ummm how to say this straightly + politely? hhh. I don't know. Most of the time I just don't even try to get to this kind of convo with him because things will seems getting nowhere and we'll start to talk nonsense. hhh. Anyway, I miss all of you, so please visit me if you have time..... ><
Oh! I have one more friend who seems like in a problem, if he still keeps his eye on this blog,and willing to share to each other like we used to do, I'll try to listen. =) Because somehow I think he has something that's not solved in him. What's bb used for if it's not for us to be easier to communicate,right? hehe. *I think I'm wiser when I type* wkwkkwkwkwk XDDD


So,those are for today, It's 8pm now...and I wonder why haven't this sleeping beauty awake yet? ckckckck.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Hapy happy happy =DDD


There's something that makes me Uber happy in this photo. =333333
wkwkwkwkwkwk. XDDDDDDDD
that's the first one which I made among three of them. >< =))))

Anyway,mami looks much like his uncle now. =O
see... his hair. =OO
*edwin gendutan nih ye~ XDD

29th July 2011

So..
I'm supposed to dedicate a post yesterday to my Mami... =(
Sorry mami, I didn't type a post for you..
Not even have time and chance to reach you like I used to. =(((
How are you? Have you been that busy? =')
I don't have things to give you now, just this... =(



 and I'm too stupid that I don't have any idea how to flip this photos, mami T^T
 huks huks.

I've been not really well these couple of days..=(
Feel so alone,you know. Even if I play the noisiest songs from my laptop.
Yesterday morning my mom had flown back to Medan and like you guessed, the room felt so empty at night in sudden. Things have been in a complete silence. PLUS, I had my major briefing yesterday, and I felt like.... I'm so dead. I cried alot yesterday. in my room, in the bathroom, and in my room again. ><
I don't know, I felt so stupid, I'll have fashion design,fashion communication,fashion management and  fashion textiles to learn this year, and I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO SEW!!!! I'm completely screwed,I'm so dead, it's not like I'm in the foundation or D1,D2,D3..... I'm in Bachelor level 1,people. T^T and I don't know anything about drafting and sewing, not even know how to draw the clothes design properly. >< Plus I really don't have any friend in my faculty,really, I haven't found any Indonesian too... Can you guess how screwed I were yesterday? TTTTT^TTTTT Plus, I got problems with my laptop. Oh my God, what a day.... and I didn't have any person to tell my burdens to at the moment I had those all stuffs in my head.... ><" Thanks God there's some like Wenny, Duffin, Eric. They calmed me a LOT. Expecially that PENGKHIANAT UKnow, Eric,hhhhhh. I really want to thanked him like ...... THANKYOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!! ='DDDD

today I feel better, but tonight my aunt and his husband will take a flight to visit their son in Africa...so, I guess..... it will be a really hard time for me these months ahead. I'm lucky that some of my friends at my hometown haven't had their classes,nor do the orientations.... Can you imagine the moment they get busy and me too? =( There'll be less-contacts, no one will accompany me all day anymore. *sigh*
I really need those people. Yes,Dad,those people... Can You at least show me other people like them? ='(

Thursday, July 28, 2011

It simply makes me sad. =(

I'm so sad.
Looking at those pictures makes me sad.
I don't know.
Seems like I'm disappointed.
Deeply.
Deeply disappointed.

Is this what they called disappointed? or simply mad? or maybe... jealous?

Idk.


Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Here we go!

Hello,my friends.....
I'm so tired today. Well,I didn't do too much stuff this morning,just registration...but after the +++++++++..... hufff,my legs ended numb. T^T
I got my new student email and portal link today, hehe. it's kinda cool when your name's attached to your school's name. :3
There's not too much to post for today I guess....
Umm,there's something I really want to ask to Father, You know, there's someone who's lately being so sad *Idk,but I think so* cause everytime I saw this person's post from my bb/bbm... he's kinda lost.. Help him,will You? Maybe there's no more me as a person who can ask,share,and help, but I know You will be that person for my friend. =)
Tomorrow will be the first day of my orientation....huff,10-5pm >< I really hope everything's gonna be smooooothhhhh and fine. =D
My Mom'll back to hometown @28....and my brother will officially graduate tomorrow! XD So sad I can't attend his graduation ceremony though....=|

Ok,I think this will be the end of my post tonight. I'm sleepy,waiting for that kepot's reply. =3=

Monday, July 25, 2011

Why now? not that time? =3

I was searching on youtube, searching some new MV... when I found this. =) maybe it's not 2009 for me, it's 2010-2011. Wondering why I found it now, not that time. Wondering why I can post this now, not back then? =))

*skip the 'that was all a lie', I never felt like it was a lie. =)